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A Lot More To Live For

by watersdeep

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1.
I couldn’t write this song a month ago When all that’s in my head is everything you said to me And I can’t listen to those same songs we used to listen to together All it does is bring back memories of you Still holding on I can’t live with this heartache anymore I had to let you go I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life I never thought I’d do this on my own And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward I swear I’ll make it through this year alive I know I shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up for you You left me broken and now I can’t pull myself off the ground you put me on And it’s been so long since I picked up my guitar without thinking about you I had to let you go I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life I never thought I’d do this on my own And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward I swear I’ll make it through this year alive We’ll never have those winter nights together that we always dreamed of having one day From now on I’ll be sleeping on my own And I made you a promise I intended to keep. But promises can be broken when hearts can’t be repaired. Because of you I’m afraid I’ve reached that point. It’s so hard to forget the days we spent together I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life I never thought I’d do this on my own And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward I swear I’ll make it through this year alive I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life I never thought I’d do this on my own And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward I swear I’ll make it through this year alive
2.
Seems like we’re taking shots again To numb the pain of another draining day I thought I was stronger than this But my mind has taken over I’m no longer in control And I know it tastes so sweet And it helps you sleep at night We’ll make it through these days together You’re no longer alone You’re no longer alone Take my hand and follow Me this time this is the Last night we’ll cope this way again You’re no longer alone Raise your head and let your Voice be heard this is our Last fight it’s time to take control You’re no longer alone Seems like we’re by ourselves again Reliving pain from another tear filled night I thought I could put it away But my self destructive actions got the best of my thoughts tonight And I know you feel its right To do the things you do We’ll find a way to break this cycle So take my hand and follow Me this time this is the Last night we’ll cope this way again You’re no longer alone Raise your head and let your Voice be heard this is our Last fight it’s time to take control You’re no longer alone. When I look back at all the things I’ve done It makes me want to help you more and more Cuz I’ve been through these toxic vices And I won’t leave you behind. No I won’t leave you behind I won’t leave you in the dark No I won’t leave you behind I won’t leave you in the dark Take my hand and follow Me this time this is the Last night we’ll cope this way again You’re no longer alone Raise your head and let your Voice be heard this is our Last fight it’s time to take control You’re no longer alone. Take my hand and follow Me this time this is the Last night we’ll cope this way again You’re no longer alone Raise your head and let your Voice be heard this is our Last fight it’s time to take control You’re no longer alone.
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Closed Doors 04:24
4.
Those video calls till 2 am used to always make me smile Now I’m lying awake from lack of sleep and you’re nowhere to be found And I wish that I could take back all those days when we’d be singing along to Skyway Avenue in my bedroom You never deserved to hear my voice So I’m singing alone and you’re out of sight and there’s no one by my side now Just empty space in this empty room where we used to hold each other And I wish that I had never let you lay your head on my lap when I’d sing to you your favorite songs You never deserved to hear my voice I let go of my heart And it fell into the wrong hands So what are you waiting for? I know you’d love to see me bleed I let go of my heart And it fell into the wrong hands So what are you waiting for? I know you’d love to see me bleed I’ll blame myself for what you did and let your words become my poison As you fill my head with all your lies I’ll believe the words you say So please place my heart back in my hands where you know I want to see it and I swear I’ll make good use of it Just as long as it helps me heal these wounds I let go of my heart And it fell into the wrong hands So what are you waiting for? I know you’d love to see me bleed I let go of my heart And it fell into the wrong hands So what are you waiting for? I know you’d love to see me bleed You left me on my own You left me in my room to die Now every night when I’m alone I’ll think of every lie I’ll think of every lie I let go of my heart And it fell into the wrong hands So what are you waiting for? I know you’d love to see me bleed I let go of my heart And it fell into the wrong hands So what are you waiting for? I know you’d love to see me bleed
5.
Don’t know what it is about the autumn season That always makes me feel so cold I was hanging on the edge right before you came and pushed me down And when you pushed me down I fell so hard I wasn’t honest with myself about the way I was feeling Cuz I was too scared to admit when I felt weak Or that you were the reason I drank myself to sleep every night I fell asleep every night without you And I know that you’ll think it’s odd that I’m still writing these songs about you Maybe what they say about time healing wounds isn’t true Or maybe I still have more healing to do Till I forget about you I wasn’t honest with myself about the way I was feeling Cuz I was too scared to admit when I felt weak Or that you were the reason I drank myself to sleep every night I fell asleep every night without you I tried to forget your face Cuz I could never look at you again without feeling the need to hurt myself And on those nights I couldn’t sleep I laid with eyes wide open And I sank deeper and deeper into those thoughts that you put in my head And I’m so sick of always asking myself if I will ever be worthy of happiness And I refuse to let you be the judge of that Refuse to let you win. Soon I’ll forget your face I’ve moved on from this heartache and I’m ready for the year to end. And I’m so sick of always asking myself if I will ever be worthy of happiness And I refuse to let you be the judge of that Refuse to let you win. Soon I’ll forget your face I’ve moved on from this heartache and I’m ready for the year to end.

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released June 16, 2018

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watersdeep Washington, D.C.

5 piece pop-punk/post-hardcore band from the Washington D.C. area

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