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I couldn’t write this song a month ago
When all that’s in my head is everything you said to me
And I can’t listen to those same songs we used to listen to together
All it does is bring back memories of you
Still holding on
I can’t live with this heartache anymore
I had to let you go
I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life
I never thought I’d do this on my own
And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward
I swear I’ll make it through this year alive
I know I shouldn’t have gotten my hopes up for you
You left me broken and now I can’t pull myself off the ground you put me on
And it’s been so long since I picked up my guitar without thinking about you
I had to let you go
I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life
I never thought I’d do this on my own
And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward
I swear I’ll make it through this year alive
We’ll never have those winter nights together that we always dreamed of having one day
From now on I’ll be sleeping on my own
And I made you a promise I intended to keep. But promises can be broken when hearts can’t be
repaired.
Because of you I’m afraid I’ve reached that point.
It’s so hard to forget the days we spent together
I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life
I never thought I’d do this on my own
And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward
I swear I’ll make it through this year alive
I’m slowly learning to live without you in my life
I never thought I’d do this on my own
And some days it’s still hard to forget everything and move forward
I swear I’ll make it through this year alive
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Seems like we’re taking shots again
To numb the pain of another draining day
I thought I was stronger than this
But my mind has taken over I’m no longer in control
And I know it tastes so sweet
And it helps you sleep at night
We’ll make it through these days together
You’re no longer alone
You’re no longer alone
Take my hand and follow
Me this time this is the
Last night we’ll cope this way again
You’re no longer alone
Raise your head and let your
Voice be heard this is our
Last fight it’s time to take control
You’re no longer alone
Seems like we’re by ourselves again
Reliving pain from another tear filled night
I thought I could put it away
But my self destructive actions got the best of my thoughts tonight
And I know you feel its right
To do the things you do
We’ll find a way to break this cycle
So take my hand and follow
Me this time this is the
Last night we’ll cope this way again
You’re no longer alone
Raise your head and let your
Voice be heard this is our
Last fight it’s time to take control
You’re no longer alone.
When I look back at all the things I’ve done
It makes me want to help you more and more
Cuz I’ve been through these toxic vices
And I won’t leave you behind.
No I won’t leave you behind
I won’t leave you in the dark
No I won’t leave you behind
I won’t leave you in the dark
Take my hand and follow
Me this time this is the
Last night we’ll cope this way again
You’re no longer alone
Raise your head and let your
Voice be heard this is our
Last fight it’s time to take control
You’re no longer alone.
Take my hand and follow
Me this time this is the
Last night we’ll cope this way again
You’re no longer alone
Raise your head and let your
Voice be heard this is our
Last fight it’s time to take control
You’re no longer alone.
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Closed Doors
04:24
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Those video calls till 2 am used to always make me smile
Now I’m lying awake from lack of sleep and you’re nowhere to be found
And I wish that I could take back all those days when we’d be singing along to Skyway Avenue in my
bedroom
You never deserved to hear my voice
So I’m singing alone and you’re out of sight and there’s no one by my side now
Just empty space in this empty room where we used to hold each other
And I wish that I had never let you lay your head on my lap when I’d sing to you your favorite songs
You never deserved to hear my voice
I let go of my heart
And it fell into the wrong hands
So what are you waiting for?
I know you’d love to see me bleed
I let go of my heart
And it fell into the wrong hands
So what are you waiting for?
I know you’d love to see me bleed
I’ll blame myself for what you did and let your words become my poison
As you fill my head with all your lies I’ll believe the words you say
So please place my heart back in my hands where you know I want to see it and I swear I’ll make good
use of it
Just as long as it helps me heal these wounds
I let go of my heart
And it fell into the wrong hands
So what are you waiting for?
I know you’d love to see me bleed
I let go of my heart
And it fell into the wrong hands
So what are you waiting for?
I know you’d love to see me bleed
You left me on my own
You left me in my room to die
Now every night when I’m alone
I’ll think of every lie
I’ll think of every lie
I let go of my heart
And it fell into the wrong hands
So what are you waiting for?
I know you’d love to see me bleed
I let go of my heart
And it fell into the wrong hands
So what are you waiting for?
I know you’d love to see me bleed
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You Were The Reason
03:47
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Don’t know what it is about the autumn season
That always makes me feel so cold
I was hanging on the edge right before you came and pushed me down
And when you pushed me down I fell so hard
I wasn’t honest with myself about the way I was feeling
Cuz I was too scared to admit when I felt weak
Or that you were the reason I drank myself to sleep every night
I fell asleep every night without you
And I know that you’ll think it’s odd that I’m still writing these songs about you
Maybe what they say about time healing wounds isn’t true
Or maybe I still have more healing to do
Till I forget about you
I wasn’t honest with myself about the way I was feeling
Cuz I was too scared to admit when I felt weak
Or that you were the reason I drank myself to sleep every night
I fell asleep every night without you
I tried to forget your face
Cuz I could never look at you again without feeling the need to hurt myself
And on those nights I couldn’t sleep I laid with eyes wide open
And I sank deeper and deeper into those thoughts that you put in my head
And I’m so sick of always asking myself if I will ever be worthy of happiness
And I refuse to let you be the judge of that
Refuse to let you win. Soon I’ll forget your face
I’ve moved on from this heartache and I’m ready for the year to end.
And I’m so sick of always asking myself if I will ever be worthy of happiness
And I refuse to let you be the judge of that
Refuse to let you win. Soon I’ll forget your face
I’ve moved on from this heartache and I’m ready for the year to end.
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watersdeep Washington, D.C.
5 piece pop-punk/post-hardcore band from the Washington D.C. area
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